onyxexistance: (Atonement {come back})

1.)Those looks had started
     making him smile, but now they
    just slid off like water.

2.) Here he was just one
     more person, plugged into his
     music, one more face.

3.) Then she caught his eye,
      and getting off as just one
      more person was no

4.) longer an option.
      He wanted her to be the
     one, if just for a 

5.) moment.

Love Song

Aug. 10th, 2008 01:35 am
onyxexistance: (Across the Universe /Jude/)
Don't look at him that way
girl, 
he's not another number
on your to-do list.
Don't chase
cause he'll stay still,
don't steal him away,
he's not yours.
Girl,
those eyes tells tories,
and they'll tell them to you,
but don't stop the middle,
that's where he gives himself,
he's not yours for the taking,
but when you get him,
count your tears at the end.
 
onyxexistance: (Stock {sky})
don't dream through this day,
not another moment,
don't reminisce about those
days gone by,
the ones glamoured by movies
and books,
the memories you've filched
and stolen,
that are now you.
 
onyxexistance: (Stock {purple umbrella})
The spiders have gone
'round and 'round,
webs' end trailing,
through that stale air
left so cold with ageless
memories, windows and
dust meet, collide,
embrace.
eternity dances among
filtered sunlight,
say good-bye,
good evening,
good times to those ages
past,
lock and key,
old fashioned to fit old times.
 

Sorry

Jan. 3rd, 2008 05:21 pm
onyxexistance: (notebook)
I'm sorry I wasted
your time,
sorry I spoke too loudly,
sorry I became weak,
broke down,
didn't keep in control.
I'm sorry we goofed off
and had fun,
so sorry we shirked our
duties in favor of
breathing,
sorry I'm not growing up
fast enough,
still have urges to act
my age,

so sorry I'm not doing
your job well enough
for you,
I'm sorry I've messed up,
cause a problem,
sorry I forgot to do
that for you,
sorry I bothered you,
too time away from
more  important things.
Sorry I tried to help
you out.
I'm really sorry that
your disappointed with
who I've become.
Can you forgive me?
onyxexistance: (what will com)
Cause thought
stop.
sleep.
be in itself,
of nothing at
all.
Smooth,
glass,
clear.
so muddled.
Not quite all
the same.
Different pieces,
different places,
so crystal,
so fragile,
strong & sturdy
forever &
ever&
ever&
ever
onyxexistance: (message)
If dreams are forever,
are kisses eternal?
and hugs for always?

and do we fill
each
line?

Veils

Dec. 11th, 2007 07:21 pm
onyxexistance: (red balloons)
I can picture
you, every song,
something.
words just float,
champagne bubbles,
pop,
pop,
pop,
you exist,
time, space
within and out
of reach,
through a veil,
I hop to one
day go
though.

...

Dec. 11th, 2007 07:13 pm
onyxexistance: (redhead)
wrap it around...
...so close...
...eyes closed...
...smiling slightly...
...dreams sail...
...music dances...
...memories float...
...time lives...
...time fades...
...right now...
onyxexistance: (claude monet)
You let the sun in
through every cracked
piece of glass,
spider webs gracing
across your chipped
heart, and you let
the sunset shine
because you know
tomorrow is possible,
and that your spiderwebs
only let you see it
as golden beginnings instead
of yellow ends.

Yesterdays

Dec. 2nd, 2007 01:37 pm
onyxexistance: (music)
New layout yos. From [profile] shine_shine. Thanks love.

The crystal end of every tear drop
spelt your name in
shines,
as the rounding point of laughter
spoke your joy,
and colours showed your
life.
Nothing made sense as
everything faded
and
words spilt onto
an already filled page,
scrambling precious words
we tried remembering.

onyxexistance: (hands)


you weren't supposed to,
and neither was I,
and now I'm wondering,
where our problems lie.

but my words are forced,
and so are yours
with nothing we can do
but let this run its course.

Lie Dams

Nov. 25th, 2007 12:35 pm
onyxexistance: (music)
I haven't posted a poem in...AGES! NaNo's really sucking my poetry time away. However, here's something I wrote...days goXDD

I lied to myself,
a litle secret I tucked away
from where I looked
because I could push you
'out of sight,
out of mind'
except when lined up in my
sight,
my little lie dam burst,
and I faced truths,
I'd hidden so well.
onyxexistance: (painting)


She wrote each order down
in neat writing,
like she learned in grade
one.
And carried plates of
steaming hot dishes,
which had to be taken
back because they were
too cool.
Coins clinked against
each other dully,
reminding her of what
was to come.

Her feet wore, and her
writing wasn't so neat,
and her arms didn't
carry plates as high.
But the coines clinked,
dully,
to remind her what was
to come.
onyxexistance: (car)


It was hot out,
made the new street
melt right up
and we'd walk,
and then jump,
jump
jump,
walk and jump,
jump,
jump,
as the sun burned down
on flip flops and
harmonized laughter.
onyxexistance: (music)

Love was skinny jeans
and not quite a mullet
hair.
   Quiet and opinionated,
love was early morning
I'm-still-up's
and late night
go-to-sleep's.
He was love in the
way he never used words,
but brought life.
onyxexistance: (hands)


He wrote her notes
and creased them down
the middle,
left them hiding
for her to find,
until one day,
when she realized who
it was,
and that he was
writing notes
for someone else.

Moments

Nov. 12th, 2007 04:40 pm
onyxexistance: (Imagination)


Windows reflected a
second sun that my world
revolved around,
shone too brightly,
blidning.

Firefly lights danced over our
heads,
as we laughed and sailed
ahead into punch holed
star sky,
where conversation roseswith
white breath smoke.

We danced in the parking
lot, twirling and twirling
as envious 'You're
strange' looks glided under
our twirling, twirling
feet.

And memories teased us with
yesterdays and could have beens,
dropped notes scurried to be
picked up as we moved closer
back to everything we tried
escaping,
for only a few precious
moments.
onyxexistance: (claude monet)


If I looked through your
eyes, would the world be
black and white?
Would every face be scratched
out because you can't stand
them?
Would lines be faded and obscure
and I wouldn't know where
right ended and wrong started?
Or, have I never left myself,
believing tha I saw
everything clearly, hiding behind
a pretty-ed up mask,
making myself believe that I
had the road mapped
and stops markered,
in perfect order and
all covered in lies.
onyxexistance: (lefroy)


time stole the words
from your mouth
without you realizing
it.
they showed up later,
but you didn't claim them as
your own,
thinking you'd buried them
deep under confidentiality
and trust,
friendship cement sealing
it all airtight.

but small cracks existed,
and dead words were given
life,
a life you didn't want
them to have
because truth always
sticks people into
a jail cell of harsh looks
that made you wish you
were free in your lies

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